His lips taste like a loaded gun n Im his number one chalk outline on the floor!

NEW JOURNAL!!!

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 23:59:11 GMT

I got a new journal i'm not going to write in this one really anymore..so go to my other one and comment so i will add you! my new journal is

x_chandizzle_xx_chandizzle_x

x_chandizzle_x x_chandizzle_x

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 02:00:38 GMT

like OMG he called me!!

STORY TIME FOR THE KIDDIES!

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 20:57:31 GMT

OK!...yesturday i went to the beach with katie and ian and i saw this lil boy near us digging a whole, so i decided i would challenge him, but he didn't know...lol..so i started to dig this hole in the sand....and this is what came of it!

This is me in my hole....not done yet!..and i'm stnading striaght up, so that whole is like 4 feet deep!

This is my hole when it was just about complete..and keep in mind i'm standing striaght up!

This is me trying to rest in my hole...it wasn't done there!

Finish product..lol....you have to remeber i'm standing completly straight up!

I look really weird here...this is me trying ot get out!..it took me and hour to get out!!

FRIENDS ONLY BITCHES

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 22:12:48 GMT

Heres the dillio!

You have to be my friend! (duh)
You have to comment, cuz i like to read them
No judging me by what i write in this

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 05:31:13 GMT

I LOVE KATIE ANN HALL........she is truly my bestest best friend....we will be best friends till we die!!!.....who else would wipe throw up off my face?..would you??...no.. didn't think so...thats why i love katie!!!

CHANDI AND KATIE....BEST FUCKIN FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WORDS OF WISDOM

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 20:52:29 GMT

Driving while your high is like playing a video game...stay whithin the lines and stay the speed limit. And you can't die cuz you only have one life left.

Man Ian is a fucking genius!! hes a great driver too!

Losing interest

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 21:17:43 GMT

I'm losing interest in people and there stupid shit...i'm the biggest bitch now a days...i don't care when people tell stories about experinces they have had, about how much weed they smoked this weekend, how drunk they got once, or how someone was talking shit about this person!...People are so dumb to me now!...i mean some of the time i care about this and that, but most i don't care!!....i'm completley tired of not having someone caring about me...i'm giving up on love completley....if it finds me thats great, but i'm not looking. i'm down i'm worn out it's over!!...for now on its all abotu good times and trying to have fun with my friends......I LOVE DENEAN AND KATIE! those two people no matter what have always been there for me, even if i'm the biggest bitch to them one day the very next day they would help me if i need it....no matter what i will always love those two girls!!

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 21:39:49 GMT

How does Michael Jackson pick his nose?

FROM A CATALOG!!

Your a few fries short of a happy meal...

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 15:02:03 GMT

Happy Halloween!!!!!

sheeeeeet biiiiiiaaatttchhh

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 20:50:45 GMT

OMG...today ___ touched my leg!..Ah HEAVEN!...lol....anyways here something to hold all of you lil kiddies out theres attention!

That is me according to Julian

This made me laugh!...look hes a taliban!

I thought that was cute...becasue its true!..sorry if you can't read it..its small

blah blah blah

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 23:12:01 GMT

Today ___ and I talked more....today he played with my hair...and like laughed at me for like 20 mineuts cuz i'm a retard and i don't know how to read!....geeze i get so nervous around him...and today i entered my number in his phone!...WOOP WOOP!...anyways i'm out!!

Blah Blah Blah

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 20:45:28 GMT

Same old Same old...But today ___ and i were flirting..oh geeze...how i wish he would dump his g/f!..oh well...anyways....i'm thinking about calling ____....i haven't talked to him in a while and i miss him, but he probley doesn't feel the same....i frikin hate boys!...there GAY!....i'm still mad at JS, he still hasn't told me th truth, when i alreayd know it...hes a liar, and i don't need friends who lie to me, fukathatshitbitch! okay i'm done telling my boring dull day!

PEACE OUT GIRL SCOUT!

Friends are gay!

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 16:23:27 GMT

Friends?...What friends???

I shut my eyes when you're around ,I hold my breath to kill the sound

you can't change the letters when the ink dries

Love another word for Pain

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 02:16:00 GMT

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die

Every time you kiss me, I can't help but think this is what I've waited for my whole life

I started thinking about you and going through old pictures wondering why i love you so much and then I started crying i had no explanation there is just something about you that makes me love you so much .. and you don't even know*

....Broken heart...

broken hearts club

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 02:25:04 GMT

Love, in all its fragile forms, is the one powerful, enduring force that brings real meaning to our everyday lives.

A broken heart feels far more painful than squeezing lemon juice over a deep paper cut.

so far

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 11:14:49 GMT

well friday me and dee went to las olas and we went and saw a movie and then we ate at hooters..then i got a nasty smoothie!!..eww.

Yesturday which was Saturday me and jen went to our first class of drivers ed!!....it was fun..except on our way there...we get stuck in traffic...and guess why theres traffice..cuz of e-ffing George Duba Bush!!...yeah so we were stuck in traffic for like an hour cuz the president was here...what the hell!!....i'm soo anti-bush right now..well i was anti-bush before but now even more......that fag made me and jen late for our class..but we got there at a good time...

Drivers Ed was soo much fun!...okay i mean all we did was driver forward and backwards ALOT...but it was fun cuz me and jen were in the same car..and when i was driving i let her press the brake on her side....and then while we were parked we were playing with the A/C...omg it smelt like a wet dog!...then we turned on the radio and we weren't soupose to....and then i turned on the windsheild wipers..lolz..omg..man..i love this class!...i'm soo glad i have jen in it with me!....I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT ON THE OPEN ROAD IN THIS CLASS!...SO MUCH FUN!

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 01:24:14 GMT

Fuk you, you stupid ass whores!...you dickhead fukin twat!...You wanna be bitch!..Forget about me you dumb sluts!.....AOL you are a fukin gay ass shit that signs me off and pisses me off to the fullest...People need to get there on lives and stop trying ot be like someone else...your, your own person so why don't you be it!!!!...ahhh....People suck and i hate them...everyone pisses me off!!...so yeah....&#^#%@^@((!#@&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Watching the debate..and George Duba Bush is a retard..yes go ahead bush tell your people not to get flu shots cuz we should save it for the old fuks!!

On the lighter note..i made a picture..click below!

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 00:12:07 GMT

HEY bro's and ho's!!...i know you all have been waiting for this shit right here..so here are the pictures from homecoming..sorry that some of them are bad and shakey!!

Me Rache and Dee found the maids thing open..so why not let ourselevs in?

Aut and Cameron

Autumn in the morning..lol..HAHA

Me banging on the door at the mexicano's!!!!!

Me!!

We look safistacated eh?

Mexican #1

Mexican #2

Mexican #3..okay no lie all 3 of these mexicans are differnt people..lol..seriously they were everywhere!!

DANA..the lil stripper on crack she is...so cute!

Me and Rachel behind our bar!..fixing drinks..just kidding COFFEE!

Christi modeling for me!!

And again!

Some people at the party...not everyone but some!

Okay i have to rate this one the cutest picture ever..i love dee and oc!

Okay in this picutre i was soo out of it..i was freaking out cuz i was soo indrediable paraniod about everything..thats why drugs are bad!

Me and Dee!!

Denean..she looks like she belongs in like and 80's ad or tv. show!

Me and Rachel behind our bar!!!

me rache and dee in the elevator

Again i'm sorry for the blurriness....my camera sucks..and my conditions didn't help it!!!!

Homecoming game last night!

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 12:21:51 GMT

Last night i went to the homecoming game......it was fun i guess...we lost....click the thing at the bottom..BITCHS!

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BRINGIN BACK THE SPICE GIRLS!!!!....haha..SO GREAT!

SOO funny

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 23:10:07 GMT

wanted:

a boy.
age: 15-17
preferably with long brown hair.
preferably not from a private school.
but I would just really enjoy someone intelligent.
preferably plays hockey, football or surfs.
same musical interests would be appreciated.
has to be taller than me

he will:

tell his friends about me.
keep my secrets.
hold my hand.
give me kisses on the cheek.
be patient with me.
come to my volleyball or cheerleading games.
call me just to say "hello"
understand where I'm coming from.
talk to me about anything.
know how to have fun.
have goals.
say "I love you." when he really means it.
realize that I'm different from most girls. but sometimes I have my sensitive moments.
love being with me, no matter where ever we are.
most importantly, smile when he sees me.

...he will:
never exist.

Why is marijuana not legal? Why is marijuana not legal?
It’s a natural plant that grows in the dirt.
Do you know what’s not natural?
80 year old dudes with hard-ons.
That’s not natural.
But we got pills for that.
We’re dedicating all our medical resources to keeping the old guys erect,
but we’re putting people in jail for something that grows in the dirt?

You know we have more prescription drugs now.
Every commercial that comes on TV is a prescription drug ad.
I can’t watch TV for four minutes without thinking I have five serious diseases.
Like: “Do you ever wake up tired in the morning?”
Oh my god I have this, write this down. Whatever it is, I have it.
Half the time I don’t even know what the commercial is…
people running in fields or flying kites or swimming in the ocean.
I’m like that is the greatest disease ever. How do you get that?
That disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy.

The schools now…
It is all about self-esteem in the schools now.
Build the kids’ self-esteem, make them feel good about themselves.
If everybody grows up with high self-esteem, who is going to dance in our strip clubs?
What’s going to happen to our porno industry?
These women don’t just grown on trees.
It takes lots of drunk dads missing dance recitals before you decide to blow a goat on the internet for fifty bucks.
And if that disappears, where does that leave me on a Friday night with my new high speed connection?

Americans, let’s face it: We’ve been a spoiled country for a long time.
Do you know what the number one health risk in America is?
Obesity. They say we’re in the middle of an obesity epidemic.
An epidemic like it is polio. Like we’ll be telling our grand kids about it one day.
The Great Obesity Epidemic of 2004.
“How’d you get through it grandpa?”
“Oh, it was horrible Johnny, there was cheesecake and pork chops everywhere.”

Nobody knows why were getting fatter? Look at our lifestyle.
I’ll sit at a drive thru.
I’ll sit there behind fifteen other cars instead of getting up to make the eight foot walk to the totally empty counter.
Everything is mega meal, super sized. Want biggie fries, super sized, want to go large.
You want to have thirty burgers for a nickel you fat mother fucker. There’s room in the back. Take it!
Want a 55 gallon drum of Coke with that? It’s only three more cents.

Sometimes you have to suffer a little bit in your youth to motivate yourself to succeed in later life.
Do you think if Bill Gates got laid in high school, do you think there’d be a Microsoft?
Of course not.
You got to spend a long time in your own locker with your underwear shoved up your ass before you start to think,
“You’ll see. I’m going to take over the world of computers! I’ll show them.”

We’re in one of the richest countries in the world,
but the minimum wage is lower than it was thirty five years ago.
There are homeless people everywhere.
This homeless guy asked me for money the other day.
I was about to give it to him and then I thought he was going to use it on drugs or alcohol.
And then I thought, that’s what I’m going to use it on.
Why am I judging this poor bastard.
People love to judge homeless guys. Like if you give them money they’re just going to waste it.
Well, he lives in a box, what do you want him to do? Save it up and buy a wall unit?
Take a little run to the store for a throw rug and a CD rack? He’s homeless.
I walked behind this guy the other day.
A homeless guy asked him for money.
He looks right at the homeless guy and says why don’t you go get a job you bum.
People always say that to homeless guys like it is so easy.
This homeless guy was wearing his underwear outside his pants.
Outside his pants. I’m guessing his resume isn’t all up to date.
I’m predicting some problems during the interview process.
I’m pretty sure even McDonalds has a “underwear goes inside the pants” policy.

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 02:09:34 GMT

Last night i slept over deneans..me her katie and frank smoked together...it was fun..then we woke up and smoked some more then jen came over and she smoked some.....here are some pictures!!

Jen looking Asian!!

Just thought i should let you guys know!!!

Dee and I!!!

DENEAN!!

Frank and Denean

Katie!!

Me doing karate at denean!

Katie on a wall

Denean..Jen..MEE!!!!

Denean laughing!

Me and Denean laughing

Me and katie

Me and katie outside

MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me trying to stand..but i had to use the wall

Me eating my first smore!!!!.......we were all high taking these..so pitty us?!?!?!

today.....

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 20:04:35 GMT

After lunch i was walking up the stairs and Dave was walking right next to me, and i didn't really say anything to him, and he was like whats wrong, and i was like uh nothing i'm fine, and he was said so you can't say hi and i was like hi. and so after that i tried to walkfaster up the stairs so i wouldn't have to been next to him so i walked faster and ended up in front of him and like when i was walking up the stairs josh was like chandi and i looked at him and gave him a look like yeah i know dave is behind me..but that wasn't what josh was trying to tell me, so then as i'm walking up the stairs dave touches my butt..and like 2 of his lil friends are like laughing with him and i turn around and i was like DAVE! and i punched him.....and finally when i got away from dave i was talking ot josh and he was like yeah when i called your name dave was like acting liek he was going ot touch your butt, so i wanted you to like stop so you wouldn't be in front of him...geeze i wish i knew what josh ment before.....yeah so that pissed me off...dave has no right to even touch me, just cuz i said hi to him doesn't me he can touch my butt..i should have pushed him down the stairs..

[ FILL IT IN BITCH ]

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 00:51:32 GMT

                  I carved your name into this bullet,
                     so the world could know,
                        you were the LAST thing to
                            go [through] my head..

Mine and Deneans day...

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 05:08:43 GMT

NEW LAYOUT..if it looks bad sorry..i did it myself thats why!

Tonight i went bowling with denean and oc and frankie and nicole and christi...it was fun...i saw my old neighboors and i decided i was going to bust 3 caps in Oc's ass and run him over 3 times!...cuz i'm a fucking G, so don't mess with me!!..BIATCH!!!..what!

Anywyas me and denean are just sitting around, and today me and denean have decided that we are going to become photographers and take some kind of phtography class someday! here are some pictures we took....

Sorry i can't do those things where you link it so its not on the page..i'm to retarted to do it sorry so your just going to look at it here...

[ FILL IN THE BLANK BITCH ]

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 23:20:05 GMT

Last night me and Deneanie went to the rink so icould watch Julian play hockey...He told me that Scott wasn't going to be there but to my luck he was, Grr...but i liked seeing him (i shouldn't say that)....i felt so love there cuz all the hockey boys were saying hi to me..they were like HI Chandi!..man so loved...i miss the rink..it felt like old times but differnt cuz i wasn't there with Scott....i hung out with David's g/f, Rachel and missy....we played spoon crack, i totally kicked rachel's ass a couple times!....Denean ate some lil kids birhtday cake that was left out with no icing on it...i loved it!!...we saw big mommy bear(so fukin funny)!!!!...man i miss the old days!

My medicine i'm on is making me depressed and a bitch!..people tell me that people who are on this medicine sometimes commit suicide cuz they get really reall depressed..okay i'm not that depressed, i just hope i don't get to that point!

I'm soupose to be at my volleyball game..but i coudln't go cuz i had a dermatoligst appontment, i can't re-schedule..i tried....so i wish you ladies luck!!!